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my name is NURUL ASHIKIN bt. rosli . just call me EKYN . 17 february 1992 aku keluar dari perut my mum :) i LOVE you so much mum ! fresh graduate from segi college . what types of me ? happy go lucky , chill , suka gelak sane sini , syg sgt dekat kawan-kawan but lagi syg dekat siDIA !

Sunday, 27 May 2012

AFTERLIFE ! ! !

Like walking into a dream, So unlike what you've seen
So unsure but it seems, 'Cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, Just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay, You'll be back here soon anyway

I see a distant light, but girl, this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see, So how did this come to be,
 arrived too early?

And when I think of all the places I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far

I don't belong here, we gotta move on, dear escape from this afterlife
Cause this time I'm right to move on and on far away from here

A place of hope and no pain, Perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain, Cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, Just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay, You'll be back here soon anyway

This peace on earth's not right(With my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time(I'm much too young to fall)
So out of place don't wanna stay,I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind

Give me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life

I don't belong here, I gotta move on, dear escape from this afterlife
Cause this time I'm right to move on and on far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light and I'd hope you might
Take me back inside when the time is right

Loved ones back home all crying cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(I am unbroken, I'm choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord, I'll try so hard but You gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)

I don't belong here, I gotta move on, dear escape from this afterlife
Cause this time I'm right to move on and on far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light and I'd hope you might
Take me back inside when the time is right

DEAR GOD ! :(

A lonely road crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love,
 purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there,
 back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God,
 the only thing I ask of You
Is to hold her when I'm not around,
 when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her 
and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired,
 I'm missing you again,
 oh no,
 once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps 
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God,
 the only thing I ask of You
Is to hold her when I'm not around,
 when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
 and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired,
 I'm missing you again, 
oh no,
 once again

Well, some search never finding a way
Before long they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
 when hope begins to fade . . . 

A lonely road crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love,
 purpose hard to find

Dear God, 
the only thing I ask of You
Is to hold her when I'm not around,
 when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
 and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired,
 I'm missing you again, 
oh no,
 once again

SO FAR AWAY !

 Never feared for anything
Never shamed but never free
A laugh that healed the broken heart
With all that it could

Lived a life so endlessly
Saw beyond what others see
I tried to heal your broken heart
With all that I could
Will you stay?
Will you stay away forever?

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you're so far away

Plans of what our futures hold
Foolish lies of growing old
It seems we're so invincible
The truth is so cold

A final song, a last request
A perfect chapter laid to rest
Now and then I try to find
A place in my mind
Where you can stay
You can stay away forever

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you're so far away

Sleep tight I'm not afraid (not afraid)
The ones that we love are here with me
Lay away a place for me (place for me)
'Cause as soon as I'm done I'll be on my way
To live eternally

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
And the light you left remains but it's so hard to stay
When I have so much to say and you're so far away

I love you, you were ready, the pain is strong and urges rise
But I'll see you when He let's me
Your pain is gone, your hands untied

So far away
And I need you to know
So far away
And I need you to, need you to know

marah lah marah ! itu tak boleh ! ini tak boleh ! so ape yg boleh ?

suka buad aku marahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!
benda kecik nak besar-besarkan pulak !
macam budak kecik ohhh 
matured lah sikit !
semuanya aku yg salah !
kau je yg betul .
yerrr , kau mmg malaikat tak penah buad salah kan ?
kau pandai ckp aku tak nampak salah aku sendiri !
tapi kau ?
ada kau nampak ke salah kau ?
ada ?
huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
lepas tu nak menyakitkan hati je !
bajet nak perli-perli la .
gua hati kering la !
hhhuuurmmmm -.-'
tak tahu lah ape masalah ohhh !
fade up mcm ni .
kalau kau rasa nak buad pape .
kau buad lah !
aku tak nak amik tahu .
okay ?
FULLSTOP !!!

Saturday, 26 May 2012

i LOVE you all ! also for you THE REV :)

aku tak tahu kenapa aku fanatik gila dgn dorang ! 
haduhhhhh -.-' 
ohhh AVENGED SEVENFOLD a.k.a A7X :))
i love their song very much ! <3
aku sampai tak tahu nak cerita pasal ape dah ni .
hahahah !
but ada yg sedih pasal band ni . . 
dorang punya drummer dah meniggal !
nama dia THE REV ! 
THE REV forever !
m.shadows
synyster gates 
dia ni nampak je mcm rock kapak !
padahal , dia ni funny gila babi .
HAHAHA :D
suka buad lawak bodoh .
lagi-lagi time dia dah mabuk .
memang benda bukan-bukan je dia buad ! 
hewhewhew 
dia memang kegilaan ramai wanita :D
that is FACT !
hahaha :))
zacky vengeance
johnny christ

M. Shadows(vocalist), Synyster Gates (lead guitarist), Zacky Vengeance (rhythm guitarist), and Johnny Christ (bassist)
on December 28, 2009, drummer James "The Rev" Sullivan was found dead at his home at the age of 28. 
autopsy results were inconclusive, but on June 9, 2010, the cause of death was revealed to have been an "acute polydrug intoxication due to combined effects of oxycodone, oxymorphone, diazepam/nordiazepam and ethanol". 
in a statement by the band, they expressed their grief over the passing of The Rev and later posted a message from Sullivan's family which expressed their gratitude to his fans for their support
me as their fans also feel the same what their member group feel :'(
tapi aku still minat dekat diorang and lagu-lagu diorang <3
until now !
and i hope forever :)




dulu mereka berlima 

sekarang berempat je :(
anyway . . .
aku tetap sokong diorang samapai bila-bila :)
i LOVE AVENGED SEVENFOLD (a7x)